Well... one month from today i report to the mtc. for those of you who dont know what that means, in laymans terms i will no longer be coming to this site or reciving contact via standard channels. certain people will know how to contact me during the next two years in which i will be pretty much out of touch with the world.


Oh and XANA. if your reading this. you lost. were still friends, better friends than ever before if you ask me. where im going you cant reach me so dont even try.


this journal is a special tribute to those whove been there for me and stood by me in my times of need.


for being himself and helping me to remember what faith means

just keep being stu and i think well be ok

I dont know what else to say. Anyway youve got a special place.

its been a long road and a hard road and i have a feeling its not over yet. just stay good ok?

i dont know what happend. but i miss you. so like email me or something before i go ok?

lol your bubblyness has always been refreshing

you probably wont see this. but i want you to know.. well you know already

stay happy. thats all i have to say

i wish i could explain it all better to you. but good luck with a certain vampiric cat

the road to repentance is long. just remember. people are there fore you. and it helps if you dont think and talk about the past alot....


finally i want to give thanks to anyone not listed here its been one heck of a ride. who knows maybe i can come back and ride some more in two years..



last of all i want to give a super uber special thanks to

you never gave up on me and he never beat us and he never will. give em hell for me while im away rhi.